Today I graduated high school. Not really sure exactly how I should be feeling right now seeing as I have just closed the door and thrown the key to my long drawn history with my primary education. To be honest the ceremony was lackluster but I'm just bitter because it didn't compare in the slightest to High School Musical 3 which is a bummer. But hey, I now have a piece of paper that tells the world I am relatively educated and slightly more cynical towards walking in crowded hallways and public water fountains. That's just the aftermath of a lifetime holding your breath when you spy a sick kid hacking into the wide, fresh, open air.
My friend on student council, who sat in a lovely spot on the stage, took some cute candids of me as I graduated.
I did my best not to trip, fall, injure myself or others, bring shame upon my house, curse the village, plague my people, cause global warming to quicken its pace, etc. My mission was successful.
I was wearing several inches of hot as heck wedges by Vera Wang and truly felt as if I were going to snap my little ankles on the tarnished football field of dreams that we all had to walk on to get to our seats. Beauty is pain. Triumph is fist bumping your Stats teachers' husband when you successfully make it back to your seat successfully. Mind you, I am a "V" last name. I had maybe, at most, thirty kids left in the class after I was called. So it wasn't much longer after myself that the final kid, a guy with a "Z" last name, walked across the stage and earned himself a huge helping of claps.
One of our many rules was to not have a phone but of course I wasn't about to just follow such a simple rule mostly because I wanted to take cool pictures and take cool pictures I did.
We were given handy confetti stick things that we shook and multicolored pieces of paper flew all around and into my bra and my shoe and a cardboard stick flew into the back of my head because someone behind me had a bad case of the butterfingers.
Two years ago when my brother graduated I thought that the confetti thing was one of the coolest cultivations of slight hand movements resulting in a sea of white, green, and blue paper that I had ever seen. Being a part of it this morning was pretty dang satisfying as well.
After the ceremony finished all the graduates were wedged between two lines of teachers wishing us well on our future endeavors. I saw my Global Issues teacher from this past year and said, "It was nice knowing you Matthew" to which he replied with a laugh because your girl can't be penalized for addressing him by his first name any more. After all that hullabaloo I got to take pictures with a few of my friends. I like friends.
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Hugs not drugs. |
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Cryin with joy on da inside. |
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Cheesin'. |
And well, today has been pretty eventful. A lot of pictures will a great deal of people that have impacted me positively in life and I have so many other pictures that I haven't shared on here that I'll treasure for the rest of my life. No, I wasn't hit with some grandiose epiphany today like I thought I would be. Maybe its because I checked out of high school years ago, maybe no one gets that feeling. All I know is that the ball is starting to roll for the rest of my life and nothing is certain and every day is an opportunity to be a better you and to make your dreams and hopes and aspirations a little less unattainable. I graduated today and am blessed for the path that got me here. Thank you to my family, friends, and even Karen (my AP Lit teacher). Graduation is just the beginning of all the good stuff.
Lots o' love.
Hayley
xx